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realyfeelinyou @ 2005-01-06T19:34:00

2005-01-07T03:46:10Z

I was in love with you from the start,

I gave you everything including my heart.

You took advantage and broke it in two,

THen you put it back together, shiny and new.

You were my love, my angel, my world in every way,

I knew that after this everything was okay.

But then like Karma what you did to me came back to you 3 times harder,

And me being the stupid one hurt you and pushed you farther.

The truth is I know I never should have let you go,

And it's killing me cause now I know.

I don't have the words that explain the way you made me feel,

Everyday that i remember I know that it was real.

You promised me you would never leave,

you said you would never say it was the end and spend your life with me.

I found my happiness in you . . .

And now it seems that I love you more everyday.

You showed me love in everyway.

Time goes by and I still have that broken heart it seems nothing can help it HEAL

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-12-29T17:47:00

2004-12-30T02:10:12Z

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Step up in my game a be a P.I.M.P (lol)

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn't keep my resolution for this year but next year i am definantly working on it.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yea my sister

4. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Dating Bryan Thomas

5. What was your biggest failure? My biggest failure was losing the one boy I loved most : (

6. What song will always remind you of 2004? Freak A Leek

7. Did you fall in love in 2004? Yes and it was a sad ending too . . .

8. How many one-night stands? None still a virgin

9. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? hip hop as always

10. What kept you sane? My Big SISTER!!!!!

11. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "Gotta Let It Burn"

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-12-06T18:11:00

2004-12-07T02:10:21Z

My Sister Had The BABY!!!!

He was born on December 4, 2004 at 11:30am . . .

His Name Is John Morris Haynes . . .

He waited 6lbs 6 oz.

I'll have pictures onWednesday!

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-11-20T22:11:00

2004-11-21T06:13:33Z

AwWwWwWw the cutest hollywood couple ever!!!!

Damn ain't she gorgeous that is my motha fuckin' idol . . . .

her again she is hotter than any celebrity including brittney spears not matter what you ppl say lol!!!!!

God Damn!! now look at my future baby daddy man fuck this nigga is fuckin fine i would do anything to just touch him . . .

ooooooooooooooo!!!!!! and him again I swear I would eat my dinner off of his ass lol!!! heheheh j/p you guys know i ain't that dirty!!!

AwWwWw So0 tHiS iS lOvE . . .

2004-11-16T02:46:42Z

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	Inseperable
Your meeting was by	Answered prayer
They are your	Shoulder to cry on
You are their	Soulmate
Your love will	Be the envy of the world

Quiz created with MemeGen!

AwWwWwWw I hope this is true and it could almost last forever lol well yea if only these lil test were true lol!!!!!

LOVE!!!!!!

2004-11-11T06:53:57Z

Describe love in one word
What would you do for love
How do you know when you love someone
How do you know if someone loves you back
Have you ever been in love
Do you think love is real
How long do you think it takes to love someone
Has anyone ever loved you
what feeling do you get when ur in love
Does love last forever

answer these questions then leave a comment and i will tell you ur score . . .

For get about those other chicks . . .

2004-11-05T06:12:17Z

Hey hey well sorry I haven't updated in awhie but it is because i have had a lot of things to do lately. Well noting much is new but that as you all know Felix got wit one of my or who I thought was kind of a close friend but I was wrong and like I don't care anymore. BUt ok I have good news I am also talking to a guy who I never thought wood ever give me the time of the day and like i don't know I guess you can say I really like him. Naw but I have had some bad times too and only my cousin Jalyssa has been there for me. It's kool i don't know like you know when ppl tell you to let things go and it sometimes feels like fuck that and in can't let it go and hell no and you think ur over a person well I say I am over Felix but deep down I know I am not and it is going to take me a wlie but i am doing it you guys i am moving on to newer and better things like BRYAN THOMAS!!!!! yay!!! lol yea he is soooo sexy and so funny . . .naw but i guess I will talk to you guys later love you all and sorry if I was ever a bitch or acted me to you becaue i really regret my actions so if i was a bitch to you and you ppl know who you are I am really sorry and forgive me ttul bye bye!!!!
always & forever
Telicia!!!! <3

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-10-17T16:19:00

2004-10-17T23:17:11Z

why why why why!!!!!!!

2004-10-15T03:11:15Z

why do fuckin' guys LIE!!!!!!!

leave me a comment wit the answer please!!!!!

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-10-10T20:44:00

2004-10-11T03:45:07Z

Okae can you ppl please leave a comment and tell me what you think of me????? so if ur nice and got love for me leave a comment of what you think of me . . .kk bye bye!!!

bored bored bored . . . .

2004-10-01T23:04:20Z

Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	9...a gift from god....

Quiz created with MemeGen!

ok well if there are any guys out there that think they are the one for me leave a comment because i am single and looking for the one bye bye!!!!!!!

fuck it

2004-09-19T03:26:39Z

omg i fuckin hate my life i hate evryting about it i have fucked it up competely i swear man Felix won't get back wit me my parents won't trust me my ex bestfriend hates me (Natalie)And i can't fix any of it for shit i have tried and tried and tried i don't kow what to do and then ther is seriously nobody ther for me to help me or anything and i swear like the one person who was there for me i broke his heart man i wish i never did the shit i did i could just take it bacc i swear i want to just die i want to just go get the knife out of the kitchen and kill myself i have too much pain right now i am sooo fuckin emo and the main thing the main thing that i want doesn't even want me and i hate that because i am soooo in love wit him and he can't see it man i swear you guys always tell me your there for me well where are you at i need someone to comfort me to help me through hard times like this and i don't see any of you i swear iono but i have to go i think ima go do something else stupid right now that is how i feel that i am a screw up well i am so mine as well just die i mean its not like anyone will miss me or even know i am gone bye

what should i do?????

2004-09-18T02:47:11Z

*forget his name*
*forget his face*
*forget his kiss and warm embrace*
*forget the love that once was true*
*remember now there's something new*
*forget the times you spent together*
*remember now he's gone forever*

omg i can't forget these things it is sooo hard i have tried a million times I love him and always will forever that is my baby what should i do leave the comment . . . .

damn pics pics pics . . . . .

2004-09-16T03:04:06Z

awww that's me and my mean ass cuzin Jalyissa lol!!!!!she pretty

aww me and my homie matt look sooo cute Love him fo much . . .

awww omg I was sooo happy and nervous at the same time that is me talking to my love of my life my baby Felix isn't he fine seriously I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOO MUCH !!!!!!!! that's my baby tear . . .tear . . .: '(

that's the homegirl Ashli and me yea at P.E. we had fun huh Ashli lol love you girl . . . .

aww me and my cuzin Jalyissa again don't we look a like a lot and she wasn't looking mean right there can you believe it lol I love her . . . .

ok now my finanly lol Rick isn't he sexy lol Love him too well that's all folks . . . Peace out ~1~

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-09-11T23:08:00

2004-09-12T06:55:59Z

the homgirl Adeline ain't she pretty?????

and then again there is my love my bestfriend MY SISTER** I love her lots she is soo beautiful . . . .

And ther is my homie freddy he is pimp come on ladies you know he is cute he single too HOLLA!!

WOW!!!! Look at him damn hes hot that's the homie rick . . . .

awwww pretty ass Paola she single to HOLLA boys!!!!

That was me at Tasha's house it was sooo funny becasue i was asleep and ppl kept calling my cell and like when i wake up i don't know what i be saying and i don't remember shit i said to the ppl that called me or who iwas talking to lol stupid me!!!!

That Is Dezi omg I love her soo much too bad we don't talk as much . . . . .: (

damn sexii ass Raysa . . . .got to love her The homie Mattand Paola what a cute picture!!!!1

Awww I was talking to my baby!!!!!!!

well this is it for now ppls kinda tired leave a good ass comment kk love ya lots bye bye!!! good day peeps for me and Tasha's lil brother Christian (my brother too) hahahha!!!

rain on me . . . :' ( IT'S OVER!!!!1

2004-09-07T04:45:10Z

I'm looking in the mirror at this woman down and out, shes internally dieing I knew this was not what loves about, I don't want to be this woman the second time around, I'm waking up screamin' no longer believeing that I'm gonna be around , and over and over i try , and over and over you lie, and over over i cry, I don't know why . . . Rain on me . . .oh lord won't you bring this pain form me . . . I don't wanna live i don't wanna breath until you just rain on me . . .Lord won't you take this pain form me . . . I don't want to live don't wanna breathe . . See I don't want to hug my pillow late at night no more, I'm todding and turning and thinking bout burning down these walls I don't wanna feel this fire no more no more no more see i made up my mind and I'm waisting my time and nothing cana keep me warm . .and over and over i try, and over and over you lie, and over and over i cry . . . . Rain on me . . .LOrd won't you take this pain from me . .I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe til you just . . . . . Rain on me . .Lord won't you take this pain from me . . .I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe . . . . .And I'm soo tired of the rain . . .in my life . . .And I'm soo tired of the stress . . . and I ain't gonna lie cause sometimes . . . i can't sleep at night and sometimes it just don't seem right and sometimes i just wonder why I almost let my life go by . . .Rain on me . . . .LOrd won't you take this pain form . . .I don't wanna live i don't wanna breathe . . Lord why won't you take this pain form me . . . .

Damn that is sooo fuckin true about me but i am strong enough to do it because i know that it is Over!!!!!!1

</3 loving him is not a regret but something that is going to live wit me for the rest of my live : /

talk to me . . .

2004-08-31T23:45:32Z

1.Who are you?
2.Are we friends?
3.When & how did we meet?
4.Do u have a crush on me,Or did u ever have a crush on me?
5.Have we kissed, If no, would u kiss me?
6.Describe me in 1 word.
7.What was ur first impression?
8.Do u still think that way bout me now?
19.If u could give me anything what would it be?
10.Whens the last time u saw me?
11.Ever wanted to tell me sumthin but couldnt?
12.What is the biggest memory u have of me?

Damn . . .Heartbroken

2004-08-31T06:55:53Z

Damn even though i had fun today i am still confused either to move on or ot keep waiting . . .omg it is sooo hard i don't know either to regret what i did today or to just let that person do that i am stuck I really love love like love him a lot that is my baby . . .For real every night ni hold on to my pillow tight just thinking about him wishing i never did what I did and maybe we would be together maybe i wouldn't be wishing ang hoping that he would change his mind . . .they say that if you let them go they will come bacc to you if it is meant . .well i am still waiting yea but iono what to do i am stuck in this position where i can't figure out what to do i want to be wit him sooo bad but don't want to wait until he wants to and then i want to try and move on but if i do he won't ever talk to me again dam don't knoiw what to do Love is Pain Also very very confusing because if someone loves someone then theycan't be without them right so don't say you love me if you don't know what it is becasue if you did you would be wit me right now well g2g he just called damn i miss him :/ Love you alll got a lot to think about bye bye <33*::*Telicia*::*

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-08-30T10:55:00

2004-08-30T17:57:10Z

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	140

Quiz created with MemeGen!

damn for real i would love to have that happen lmao alright well g2g kk bye bye

Answer these questions if you love me . . . . .

2004-08-25T17:16:28Z

What...
Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
makeout with me:
hold me in times of need:
Have sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

Don't know what to do???????

2004-08-21T18:57:22Z

0= I don't know you
1= I like you
2= I love you!!
3= You are funny
4= You are cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I want to fuck you
7= You are sexy!
8= You're a sweetheart
9= I want to get to know you
10= I hope you die
11= Marry me, PLEASE?
12= Let's makeout

Let's try it!!!lmao <333 *::*Telicia*::*

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-08-18T22:28:00

2004-08-19T05:34:24Z

Omg what ????? No he didnt just say that ...

Smile and Be happy... I know I am...

Thinking about mah baby Eddie .... damn he sooo fine ....fuhhhh....!!!

my friends!!!

2004-08-15T00:22:06Z

01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: when you think of me, what is the first thing that pops into your head?:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:
24: tell me something I dont know:

Sexy me :)

2004-08-11T01:18:08Z

You are the mystery woman

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey well yea i wish that was me hahahaha well hope you like . .

realyfeelinyou @ 2004-08-08T12:42:00

2004-08-08T19:41:05Z

*~* Simply True Love*~*
A few words cannot describe,
How much I care for you.
I think about you day and night
How we can make it through.

I remember how we met one day,
Just one look, you blew me away.
I think it was young love at first sight,
Since I cry for nothing sometimes at night.

We've been through a lot in our relationship.
I'm afraid, I'm scared...I don't know what to do.
I try not think about it to hard....
But the thought of losing you.

You're the one I really love,
The one I can't stop thinking of.
I never knew how love really felt,
As soon as you made my precious heart melt.

I'm sitting here trying to figure out things,
I don't know what has gotten into me.
But the day I first layed eyes on you,
I know that our love is simply true.

I miss him my Baby :(

*::*Telicia*::*

Will you ever find your true love?
Name
Color
Number
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Cheeted?
Still sleep with stuffed animal?
And the MAGIC 8ball says	(8) - As I see it, yes. - (8)

This quiz by cheech_n_chong - Taken 1880 Times. </a>

Where are you at?	home
What are u doing?	thinking
What are u wearing?	Felix's sweat pants and a wifebeater
Who are u with?	me myself and I
What are u listening to?	My boo by Usher and Alicia Keys
What Restaurant did u recently visit?	Acapulco
Last Boy u were with?	Felix
Last LipGloss u wore?	Mac Strawberry Passion
Whats the last thing u wrote?	a letter to Bryan
Where did u just come from?	McDonalds
Who did u just kiss??	Bryan
How much money did u just spend??	$40
What car did u just ride in?	Cadillac CTS
What shoes did u just wear??	air force
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